...IM LOST IN MY OWN WERLD... I've tried my very best to ctc u... but to no avail agen... hope u on ur hp n see the msg dat i send u... try to ctc fir as well... but no 1 picks up the fone... im reali hurt... y must dis happen... been trying to cry at werk... to let it out... mayb i cn feel betta... but i jus cnt... no1 noes how i feel... only god noes wat im going tru... suddenly i miss him... its hurt to be hurts... LOVE... i jus dun noe wat it reali means nw... my mind is blank... totally blank... if i noe its hard to lose u... i wuld rather nt noeing u... im so tired... n shack... my mind is in a whirl... GOD PLS HELP DIS HELPLESS LADY...