IM SCARED!!! Y DIS MUST HAPPEN!!! UP N DOWN IN A R'SHIP!!!
Mit up wit acit... he fetched me n we went to Ubi... his prac motor... teman him till abt 1200hrs... it rain so heavily n we jus hav to wait till the rain stop... it was wonderful... it went smoothly n nicely... but sumting had too happen suddenly... ARGH!!! it hurts me... i walked away frm him dat bloody afternoon... i make the wrg moves... tot i cn hav sum space... im back to my confuse lyfe agen... b... y shuld dis happen...? the phobia feelin is there agen... i dunnoe where to go so i headed to kakak plc... lukin @ baby irfan makes me feel happy... atleast it kips my prob away... ARGH!!! afta dat headed to tamp alone... n back hm by 1630hrs... i dun wanna go back hm... but pity mum... at hm... me so hungry so call mcdonald to deliver the food... malas nk turon... suddenly dis appetite came... n i manage to finish up my food... maybe wen im down i cn eat lots... i've tried to kol him... but cnt get tru... asked for fir help... got no choice... dun wanna lose sum1 dat im so in luv wit nw...
dear... y shuld dis happen... to us? dun mistood me wen i walked off lyke dat jus nw... nvr had any intention to hurt u... nvr... being wit u was such a wonderful ting... y suddenly i feel insecure... i dun wanna lose sum1 w/o any valid reason... wateva happen we hav to tok... n nt being lyke dis... i cn only says SORRY on my part... the rest is up to u...
