Im so down... in a low spirit... wat's happening... i dun wan it to end jus lyke dat... still nid him in my lyfe... maybe i shuld leave him alone fer the tyme being... y is dis happening... its a small matter but yet it seems big... my hands r cold... n im shivering as i type... feel betta off dead den havin dis shitty feelin... u walk off too... n nvr stop fer me... lettin me go off jus lyke dat... nvr stopped me... im hurt... but u wont understand... nw my only wish is fer u to jus giv me a kol or msg... as its hard to get tru u... lyke i said i dun care wat peeps says... jus respect me n my dcision... dun force me... no 1 lykes to b force... u noe urself how tru am i to u... wont let my parents noe bout us if im nt sincere enuf... dis is the ups n down of r'ship... but im still trying to save it... dun wanna let it go down the drain... jus lyke dat...