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Norizan
22June1987
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Monday, October 30, 2006

...JUS SO TIRED...

its been awhile since i update my blog... its been okie... but jus a lil tired... as u noe me werkin in the airport where werkin is shift hrs... lata im startin my werk @ 0530 till 1230 hrs... so shack... n officially todae we will follow the new roster which dey call it the 'WINTER SKETCH ROSTER'... i will be wit aton,yayah n clement roster... so great... n our officer will b kin fun n samsul... hmm... hope my lyfe will b betta... hahaha... aiyoh... jus cnt wait fer my 3 days off... dis cuming sat,sun n mon...

BESTIE MIN HAVIN A WEIRD HEADACHE

she msg me n told me abt her headache... which cum n go... kinda worrie bout her too... n she hav been takin panadol... n i knew she nt the kind who takes panadol... unlike me... her pain will b only 1 side which is on the ryte... hmm... hope dat she get well soon... n dat painful headache stop... bestie min... hart u many2...

Sunday, October 29, 2006

the werkin peeps dat i hart most

me n craizee gewd fwen

jus us @ fahimah open house

me n della

k.jamie n me

me wit my craizee peeps

iqah n fahimah

fahimah me della

faezah n me

della iqah fahimah

iqah n me candid

Friday, October 27, 2006

Re-editing

24Sept06
ma 1st tyme
dis is ma 1st tyme doing blog... my lyfe gettin betta n betta... xcept for my werk lyfe... it suxs... dun wanna talk bout it nw... my luv lyfe... im still lookin for the 1... almost got it i guess... hahaha... jus wanna lead my lyfe peacefully

25Sept06
i'm nt sure
im having a lotta fun 2dae at werk... i dunnoe y... it seems to go smoothly 2 as i wish... jus hope it wuld b lyke dis for long... im hapie too although im tired... while waitin to clock out me n my parallel shiftmates played foosball(im nt sure if its spell correctly nt) n pool together... hehehe... it feels lyke we r in our hm... yup... my werkplc is lyke my 2nd hm... i spend almost half of ma dae at werk... im hapie as long im nt being disturb by those peeps at werk... dats 4 2dae...

27 Sept06
i jus dunnoe y...
im jus so... tired... came back frm my werkplc wit all the nonsense... the flt dlay n i hav 2 tally 2 flts... its my 1st tyme tally ba flt... n it was so rushing... furthermore its going to be midnite n i finish midnite... but i manage 2 finish tally my ba n qf flt on tyme... tanx 2 my shift-mates della...

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soul searching
haiz... i dun noe wat has come over me... im so freaking mad at myself... im jus afraid if its nt going to werk between us... but i guessed im betta off lyke dis... being alone... but it kinda bored at tymes... n u wish for that sum1 to be ard n share ol those bad tymes... but sumtymes u jus have to do it urself... its ok... at the veri least my bestie fren n frens r ard me... dats important too... veri...

28Sept06
im hapie for her...
im damn hapie for my colleagues... the 1 i care lyke my sis has delivered 2 cutie babies... ifa has already gave birth... n now kak sab.z oso had give birth... n both of the babies look soooo cute... lookin at their bumps growin feel i cnt wait to be a mum... but still have to wait till i got marry... n guessed wat... i oso jus find out dat my another colleague is oso pregnant... wat a hapie dae for me 2dae... wish dem gd luck... n love dem lots too...

real love??? does it exist???
does real luv exist??? im nt sure... its either im nt ready or there is no chemistry btw us... tried my veri best to luv u... n i did... the moment u enter my lyfe it was so great n wonderful... evri moment i spent wit u... i feel im in heaven... but dat was the past... but y must it ended up lyke dis... u moved on... how bout me??? n how bout my future??? tot u r the 1... but its nt... y? u left me w/o saying a werd... it seems lyke im the bad 1... do i? wateva it is... im still trying... to find a true n genuine luv...

1Oct06
werk sux...
im so fed-up wit werking lyfe... wen u do gd tings peeps there wont see but wen u do someting wrg... they will condemn u to the max... they sux... sometyme i feels lyke quiting... but i cnt... jus love the job too much... but peeps there sux... but nt ol... its ok... i've always blieve in 'KARMA' (wat goes ard comes ard)... jus hope n pray for me dats evritink will b gd... atleast... bless u...

hmm... sum1 make me smile
sum1 who make my day... is the person i trust most, hart her damn much... n dats min my bestie fren ever... as u noe i've had a bad dae at werk... lata miting bestie for our dinner n den we njoy as if there is no tomorrow... she is sum1 who i cn cry,smile,laugh,gossip with... she is jus lyke my shadow... is alwaes there to help even if its jus a fone call away... she's a gd adviser... min... u wil olwaes be my bestie fren...

7Oct06
trying hard to b hapie...
im still trying to b hapie... maybe lyke my colleague aka my gdfren says i still live frm the past wen i shuldnt... maybe i still do... she says i got evrytink... frens,werk n family... i jus lack 1 ting wich is luv... am i?been awhile since i didnt have a gd talk wit bestie... miss her so much... n i got lots to tell her... n i noe she got her own lyfe to tink of too... cnt always depend on her... who else shall i talk too... i jus dunt noe... i jus trust her damn much...family??? ma sis jus wont listen to me... u c im the elders n wateva i says wont werk... n they noe wat kinda person i am... n i've jus confiscate her hp... dat hp was mine... so i took it away... but gave her the sims back as it was her's... dik cnt u jus listen to me for once n dunt lie agen... i do care even i lay hands on u...peeps tot i got evritink but im a human too im nt perfect... no ones understood me... my lfye is bored but still try to be hapie...a phrase frm sumone... "forget the past n lay it to rest"n to dat sumone tanx... for waking me up frm my dream n back to the reality

9Oct06
missin her lots
missin her damn lots... my late aunty... i kol her mak jang... hmm... dis yr raya she's nt celebrating wit us... n i dun really tink im going to celebrate... jus a simple 1 maybe... evry raya she wuld be the 1 who will get xcited n wanna do ol the kueh raya... n not to forget she luvs to wear bright baju kurong colour... her cookoing was fantastic especially her 'mee kicap'... but we cnt do ol dat... cos she's gone...mis her nagging at me... to find sum1 whom cn take care of me... n of cos hav a gd career too... hmmm... n olwaes asked me to helped out my mum...my mum is very close to her... jus lyke me n bestie... cnt be separate... they r like close fren but actuali they r sister... i noe mum miss mak jang lots... maybe god luvs her more... sumtyme she wuld jus cry... haiz... sumtymes i guess its betta for mak jang as she wuld bring ol her pain wit her as well... even if i dun want her to go... she has been sicked for more than 10yrs... evry m'ning she has to eat many medicine...she will be in our memory for as long as we lived...ya allah cucurilah rahmat keatas roh nyer
amin
may she be bless together wit the good peeps

12Oct06
had a bad dae...
sumting shock happen on 12oct at abt 1440hrs... was inside the bus on my way to werk... n suddenly there is a huge bump on the bus n the bus im on is moving wherelse it stops at 1 of the bustop ard my werkplc... the impact was so hard... was damn shocked... luckily i sat more to the front... n the bus captain asked if evri1 is olrite nt... he went down the bus to have a look... n its confirm dat a cement lorry dat the contractor olwaes used... hit the bus... i saw 1 of my colleague went out of the bus... so i follow her... i was shaking at dat tyme still... n guess wat? the window at the back of the bus was smashed the passenger who sat at the back had a slight injury n the front of the cement lorry doesnt luk lyke the original cement animore... it was badly smashed... the gd tings is dat the driver was perfectly fine... no injured... tanx god... it was really a bad xperience... luckily i was olrite... but still feel the shock...

18Oct06
...its ol in da past...
luking back at those pics makes me remind of the past... that was then... damn me... y shuld i c those pics... its so hart breakin... aiyoh... bestie rhi told me to move on n he's kinda angry wit me... cos i kip askin him n irritates him... loike doin dat... hahaha... sorie bestie rhi... wont do it agen... lyke we say... will show dem dat we hav reali move on... n dat includes u k... its a big ting fer me to do... n i am still trying to move on... so u shuld do the same ayte...

went out n b hapie
guess wat... went out wit aton,acit n mamat to geylang... was fun but aton n mamat came late... was supposed to mit at 2000hrs... but mit aton n mamat @ nearly 2100hrs... aiyoh waited so long fer dem seh... went ard geylang to survey my baju kurong... we manage to finish the whole geylang... evry angle we nvr missed... n guess wat... found sumting dat i lyke... hehehe... its brown... durh!!! its my fav colour... its original price was $95 but dat k.nisha(the owner) cn giv me $80... its simple but nice... u tink its worth it? hmm... maybe gonna buy dat on sat bfer goin to werk... we were having fun... tanx to aton,acit n mamat who make me smile n laugh... hahaha... reached hm at about midnite seh... aiyoh...n i hav to werk on raya...! dat sux... fer the 1st tyme im werkin on raya... but there is a gd point of werkin too, so i dun hav to spent more... lyke giv kiddies $$$... hahaha... on top of dat will get double pay... hahaha...

21Oct06
got wat i want
guys... i've got the baju kurong dat i loike... the brown in colour... so hapie... went wit family... kesian nad... she was sliping n i woke her up jus to follow me to geylang n she got skool the nex day... hahaha... but she didnt went to skool niwaes... cos we reached hm bout 0200 plus... niwae back to the baju kurong... k.nisha gave me the price of 80 bucks fer the baju kurong... tot i cn reduced the price... but dier tk nk... niwae i dun mind paying 80 bucks cos i loike the baju kurong veri2 much... its loike luv @ 1st sight gitu lor... im hapie...

23Oct06
geylang!!!
nw is @ 0356hrs... jus came back frm geylang... was packed seh... wit lots of youngster... but the atmosphere dhere was gd... but many peeps wit bike... aiyoh so jeolous seh... well will sumday take bike license or wuld oso consider a car license too... niwae wen dhere wit ijah,diq n firdaus n his fren... met wit gewd fren aton,ibu,acit n mamat... they shouted my name loudly seh... me paiseh olreadi... hahaha... met wit a few of my fren... n dats include bestie rhi too...
noe wat...! suppose to mit up wit him afta mitin my frens... den i kol him the 1st tyme n no 1 pick up... 2nd tyme, his dad picks up the fone n say dat he's sliping olreadi... n dats was lyke 3am... feel so paiseh n bad fer callin his hm... disturb his family... aiyoh...
niwae had a gd day... n im werkin lata @ 1500-2359... hope flights r nt dlay seh... pray fer me k...


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