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Thursday, November 30, 2006

I MISS MY FAMILY N KUZZIN

Cnt wait to mit my kuzzin on dis sat... kenduri arwah mak jang... dgn sekelip mata dah 100 hari... i missed her damn lots... i've been waitin fer dis family function... i miss ol of dem... hopefully evri1 cn make it... i wanna take lots of pic... i noe its bad of me to take lots of pics... in dis kind of function... i wanna hug each 1 of dem... been long since i saw dem... i miss abg bob, abg emi, abg eddy, abg gigi, abg zaff, man, ajib, hafiz, kak sue, kak nana, kak lin, mira n nana... i miss dem lots... huggies... muackzzz...


...BACK TO THE REAL ME... CN I?

Guys u noe wat... if i cn be single fer almost 2yrs... b4 i met him... y cnt i jus move on... dis is jus nt even a mth... if dats wat he wants... nvr kol or msg me... den we r tru... if he's reali sincere towards me... den he cn find me... i dun care animore... i've got evry1 out there who is cheering me up... n its bad of me if im still sad... ARGH!!! 1 tink i cn say bout myself... im proud of myself... dat i walk away... tanx fer the happy moments i had nt even fer 2 wks... i dun deny dat im hapie wit u... n bcos of 1 fcuking shit... u did dis to me... darn... but i dun care less... if dats u want...
LYKE I TOLD U... I BELIEVE IN KARMA...
WHAT GOES ARD CUMS ARD...
im nt swearin on u... but believe dis... it does happen...
so... im back to the real me... single lyfe agen... here i cum...


I know we are far away
I know we've only met
But there's something deep inside
That just wont let me forget...

The smile on your decent face
Your cute laughter in my ears
Actually talking seriously
With out having any fears

Footsie under the table
Staying up all night
And of course
I can't forget
Our many tickle fights

The way I feel I can trust you
And tell you anything
There's just something about you
That makes me want to smile

I don't know what tomorrow will bring
Except day dreaming of only you
Playing with your cross in-between my fingers
Hoping your thinking of me too

Driving myself crazy
Have I said too much?
Sitting here just wondering
If you get the same feeling when we touch


My life was falling apart
One inch at a time
Step by step
It was like a backwards climb

But you were there for me
You helped me through
All my problems and pain
There's nothing you wouldn't do

Now my life is falling apart again
Because you left me here all alone
I don't know what made you leave
But I should have known

My life is no longer complete
I am no longer cheerful
Because today
I lost someone special


...IM LOST IN MY OWN WERLD...

I've tried my very best to ctc u... but to no avail agen... hope u on ur hp n see the msg dat i send u... try to ctc fir as well... but no 1 picks up the fone... im reali hurt... y must dis happen... been trying to cry at werk... to let it out... mayb i cn feel betta... but i jus cnt... no1 noes how i feel... only god noes wat im going tru... suddenly i miss him... its hurt to be hurts... LOVE... i jus dun noe wat it reali means nw... my mind is blank... totally blank... if i noe its hard to lose u... i wuld rather nt noeing u... im so tired... n shack... my mind is in a whirl... GOD PLS HELP DIS HELPLESS LADY...

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

...DREAM...

Woke up in the m'ning n i felt emptiness within me...
Not lyke otha days...
When a smile was shown on my face...
Today i jus feel dat my dream has been shattered into pieces...
Nah... I gez my hart too been crushed...
If dats wat u want... So be it...
If u wanna leave me... so be it...
Even if my hart dun want to...
But let me noe face 2 face... ARGH!!!
But how do i tel mak n ayah bout it...
How!!!?
Im so farking mad at myself...
Letting dis happen...
ARGH!!!
Now i felt lyke taking a knife...
N stabbed myself directly on my chest...
N ol the worries is gone...
N im gone...
Totally out frm dis werld...

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

WATS HAPPENING...

Im so down... in a low spirit... wat's happening... i dun wan it to end jus lyke dat... still nid him in my lyfe... maybe i shuld leave him alone fer the tyme being... y is dis happening... its a small matter but yet it seems big... my hands r cold... n im shivering as i type... feel betta off dead den havin dis shitty feelin... u walk off too... n nvr stop fer me... lettin me go off jus lyke dat... nvr stopped me... im hurt... but u wont understand... nw my only wish is fer u to jus giv me a kol or msg... as its hard to get tru u... lyke i said i dun care wat peeps says... jus respect me n my dcision... dun force me... no 1 lykes to b force... u noe urself how tru am i to u... wont let my parents noe bout us if im nt sincere enuf... dis is the ups n down of r'ship... but im still trying to save it... dun wanna let it go down the drain... jus lyke dat...


We started out as friends and now it's love.
How beautiful to move so easily.
From comradeship to passionate intimacy,
Pure gain, with no rough edges to remove.
This turn was nothing I'd been thinking of,
No maybes or perhapses, consciously.
I knew desire, but love was not for me
Until I felt my heart from friendship move.
I never felt so happily at home
As I do now, so rich in what life brings.
Your pleasure now is mine, as mine is yours.
I never realized that my life alone
Flitted like a ghost among dead things,
Glancing in through other people's doors.


I want to make you smile as you make me.
I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes.
You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you.
You are the stars, and I the empty skies.
In me there is a yearning ever flowing.
That needs to reach an end that never comes.
I cannot be myself without you with me.
This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs.
You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel,
And this is what I want so much to be.
The beauty of my life is like a passion.
That blows right through the person that you see.


IM SCARED!!! Y DIS MUST HAPPEN!!!
UP N DOWN IN A R'SHIP!!!

Mit up wit acit... he fetched me n we went to Ubi... his prac motor... teman him till abt 1200hrs... it rain so heavily n we jus hav to wait till the rain stop... it was wonderful... it went smoothly n nicely... but sumting had too happen suddenly... ARGH!!! it hurts me... i walked away frm him dat bloody afternoon... i make the wrg moves... tot i cn hav sum space... im back to my confuse lyfe agen... b... y shuld dis happen...? the phobia feelin is there agen... i dunnoe where to go so i headed to kakak plc... lukin @ baby irfan makes me feel happy... atleast it kips my prob away... ARGH!!! afta dat headed to tamp alone... n back hm by 1630hrs... i dun wanna go back hm... but pity mum... at hm... me so hungry so call mcdonald to deliver the food... malas nk turon... suddenly dis appetite came... n i manage to finish up my food... maybe wen im down i cn eat lots... i've tried to kol him... but cnt get tru... asked for fir help... got no choice... dun wanna lose sum1 dat im so in luv wit nw...

dear... y shuld dis happen... to us?
dun mistood me wen i walked off lyke dat jus nw...
nvr had any intention to hurt u... nvr...
being wit u was such a wonderful ting...
y suddenly i feel insecure...
i dun wanna lose sum1 w/o any valid reason...
wateva happen we hav to tok... n nt being lyke dis...
i cn only says SORRY on my part...
the rest is up to u...


...POST FER 26NOV...

Mit up wit acit n firdaus(his kuzzin) after werk, down my void deck... we were jus talkin shits... as its my 1st tyme mitin firdaus... hmm... firdaus... a bit weird but funny guy... did talk to him n ask fer his feedback... noe a bit or less... hmm... im jus so hapie... to mit acit as its been lyke 6days nvr get to c him... finally mit up wit him... teman acit mkn... tanx to firdaus... sorie la ehk... dis kuzzin of urs menyusah kn plak... n acit luvs... to disturb firdaus... AIYOH!!! hahaha... i've got to c his injury... so the scary...to pon degil... nak play football... AIYAH!!!

YEAH!!! IM OFF TODAY!!!

Now is @ 0152hrs on 28nov... At last got my off day... hehehe so hapie... acit got another 3days m.c... kecian ye... miting up wit him lata... teman him going prac motor or wateva it is called... n i nid to go tampines... hmm... den he wanna mit nadd... mayb jus chillin ard... hmm... its WONDERFUL... will update to agen k... waiting fer him to kol me... hehehe...

dis fri im miting up wit min,saidah n norima... its been long since i met norima... hmm... she must luk diff nw... maklum la dah tunang... hehehe... before miting up wit dem... following mum to hospital... hart u guys... ecspecially acit n min...

Sunday, November 26, 2006

ITS OUT AT LAST

Dad noe bout us now... n he's willin to xcept the fact that im growin... finally... FUUH!!! hehehe... guys im so damn hapie... cant reali xpect to much... dad wanna mit him... great... he's being sporting... hehehe... im speechless guys... will update agen wen i got tyme k... huggies... muackz... its been a wonderful day...

Saturday, November 25, 2006

ITS BEEN A WONDERFUL DAY

Im hapier n hapier evry single day... n peeps at werk kips disturbing me... hehehe... gez wat... i've lost 5kgs of my weight... n now im 46kgs... hehehe... my ideal weight is 45kgs... usually peeps lose weight bcos of stress but fer me im hapie... but my losing weight is so drastic... im scared at the same tyme... i dun reali eat nowadays... dunnoe y... my sleepless nyte is gone... now eating is a prob... i noe peeps care bout me... but peeps... i jus dun feel lyke eatin dats ol... not bcos of nyting...

Acit... we hav nt mit fer 4 days... OWH... but its ayte... he did called n msg me now n den... im jus too hapie wit him... mum... tanx fer being understanding n xcepting him as sum1 new in my lyfe... i hart u many2...
ARGH!!! im jus so hapie... i dun care bout nyting else now... my family n him r my priority now... n of cos bestie min n bestie rhi as well la...

To my kuzzin biler nk umper nie... dah lamer tk pi outing... maybe we jus mit kat arwah mak jang nyer kenduri jek la... missin u guys olwaes... muackzzz...

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

HAPIE PLUS SAD AS WELL...

Jus wanna cut the story short... mit up wit bestie min n meet her
@ blk 142... headed to bedok int... to buy hardi(bestie min bf) burger ramly... he kempunan... hehehe... kala pompan seh... hahaha... afta we meet hardi we took train to bugis to buy my shoppin n thats where i do my shoppin... was craizee... but try not to spent too much... but i jus cnt... me bought jeans, knee-lenght pants, a shirt n a pointed shoes @ bugis... hehehe... den we headed to parkway parade to buy stuff fer my godson irfan n baby nadra... den we went to eat... but as usual i jus teman min by drinkin jek... got no slera... its been 3 days seh... ARGH!!! dunnoe wats wrg wit me seh... luking @ food makes me feel lyke puking... bestie min force me to eat but i jus cnt... sorie gerlfren... while teman kn min mkn... i shed tears... i jus cnnt tahan... feel much more betta seh... n im back to normal... craizee me... tanx gerlfren agen... den we headed to kakak cribs... was so shocked to irfan as its my 1st tyme... he was so cute n tiny... n got my skin colour... hehehe... kakak disturb me... hehehe... tanx kakak fer advising me... ur a part of my lyfe now... hehehe...
acit nt werkin... went to c doc den gg back jb... ARGH!!! Jus missed n hart him... dear let peeps do wat dey want... dun bother... they r the 1 makin a sin... okie... dah mcm ustazah tk?... hahaha...

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN...

I did tell u so up to u to decide... i've got no hard feelin or hatred to u... we r still fren to me... yes... tanx fer the congrats... takin care n ol the best...

below is pix i took... so hav a luk ayte...

snapshot2

my tailored n designer

dah slacking

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

...I FEEL AS IF IM IN HEAVAN...
20thNov2006 is the begining of our lyfe tog...

Argh!!! im so hapie... at last god give me a second chance to luv n to b luv by sum1... Acit... now i've loads n loads of tings to tok bout u... finally the door to my luv lyfe hav open agen... i noe we jus knew... but being wit u... jus make me feel dat luv does exist... n now we r official a couple... i dunnoe if u dun wanna tell evry1 our r'ship... but im jus so hapie dat im in luv wit yuh... i dun care bout wat peeps wanna sae bout us... we hav to deal wit ol the future probs we hav tog... im jus so... loving u...

Yest i came back hm @ abt 0500hrs... went out wit Acit,Aton n Acit... u mus b tinking y i type 2 Acit name ryte... its bcos... Aton bf nickname is also Acit... hahaha... coincidence la... back to the story... so we meet Aton n her bf @ ECP... as Acit pi go n bring bike... i tot we gg to take public trpts wit Aton n bf... AIYOH... but tak la... i hav to follow him la... tk kn nk bagi ye pi srg2... ishk2... maner bleh... kesian ye... upon reaching at ECP we buy drinks n head up to the 2nd level to play pool but den we saw sumting familiar... n its FUSSBALL... our ol tyme fav... hehehe... we played 2 games in total... n Aton n acit win... me got no mood to play pool but me still lyn kn karenah Aton jgk la... as both Acits dun mind... we played 3 games in total... n me n Acit won 2 games... hahaha... to coincidence... den we buy food n head to esplanade... over there we chilled n tok... tanx to Aton nyer gile2... we had fun too la... hahaha... ard 0430hrs we gerak frm esplanade... wat a wonderful day... even tho its jus a few hr... Aton n Bf... tanx ehk fer evryting...

...ITS BEEN A LONG TYME...

Its been a long tyme indeed ever since my kuzzin havin an outing tog... i wanna suggest la... maybe go picnic ke... anything la... cos i missed dem loads n loads... Argh!!! especially Bro Ajib... how hav u been? Bro Man... wen r we takin lots of pix agen? Sis Mira... Hows lyfe nw...? Bro Zaff... how tings going? Argh!!! missed u guys... miss Arwah mak jang 2... she didnt even get to c me growin up till me get marry... argh!!! lets jus giv her al-fatihah... amin...

its us... frm left to right: me,mira,man,hafiz n ilah...

LATA MITING BESTIE MIN...

Min we gonna hav fun today... take lots of pic... posing there n here... hahaha... lyke so craizee peeps... i loike... so i mit u lata okie...

ok guys me outz frm here... will uploads more pix okie... harts ol the peeps...

Monday, November 20, 2006

yes i noe its been lyke 3days i nvr update... been bz n been doin alots of tinking as well... dis r a few tings dat happen in my confusion lyfe...

DIS CUMING TUESDAY IM OFF!!!

Yeah!!! im hapie me off on tues... gg out wit bestie min agen... she took leave... tanx gerlfren... n of cos we gonna take a lots of pic... me gg to k.nani(bestie min kuzzin) plc... to c my godson... havent seen him in real lyfe before... jus see him tru pic jek... wat kinda godmum am i... so k.nani here we cum... but before dat me gg shoppin 1st... fer the lil 1 cuming up... hahaha... u guys wil soon noe... dun worie... bestie... i jus wanna be hapie jek on tues... do u tink i cn... u jus noe me too well... i jus cnt lie to u... wat am i suppose to do... tings hav been hard at werk... but tanx to the 'craizee peeps @ werk'... luv lyfe... am i lucky enuf fer noeing him... u noe i've been wanting to hav a long term r'ship ryte... will i hav dat?

ACIT!!! TANX ALOTS...

I've jus knew acit but its seem lyke i knew him fer a long2 tyme... maybe on our previous lyfe... hahaha... niwae i had a great tyme yest before gg to werk... he pick me up... ard 1220hrs ard my hm area... i was suppose to accompany him to c doc as he jus had an accident... to clean up his injury... but yest was sunday... doc maner yg bukak full day as his doc was a company doc... DURH!!! bengap seh kiter... hahaha... so the doc we went was close den we go kedai kopi... teman acit mkn... dunnoe whre to go so we head back to bedok res... ard kaki bukit... he wanna survey motor... wen we were abt to reach... i jus remember agen dat its sunday... we still went there... maner tau its open kn... as per normal... i luv to disturb him... even wen we were on bike... jus luving it... but he still lyn my karenah... hehehe... after dat sempat chill2 kat ECP before heading to werk... by 1445hrs we gerak frm ECP... reached werk late... hmm... abt 1510hrs... 10min jek late... but still i've to clock in mah... wen chck my roster i gt nothing seh... the whole day i jus sms wit acit... n u guys noe wat... the werld is indeed small... the connection is jus so big... its either i know his fren or he know my fren... hahaha... indeed ehk...
P.S:acit tanx fer makin me hapie truout the day... eventho we jus knew... im glad we met... dis is the start of our new frenship... n of cos tanx fer layan kn karenah izan... hehehe... n dun worie... abt a single ting... lets jus move on wit lyfe... leave the past bhind us... :)
olwaes remember in KARMA(WAT GOES ARD CUMS ARD)...

DUN BLAME ME...

I've tried so many tymes fer it to werk... but its doesnt seems to werk... but i tried... i did... maybe u didint c... fer ol dis while i've been tinking dat we r gonna b tog... but nope... im sorie... but i gez we r nt meant to b tog... nt bcos i meet new fren... but u nvr tried... nvr did... no initiative... im a gerl... its easy fer u to say... as ur a guy... the werds... i've jus had enuf of dis... n im sicked n tired... am i changing... no... i dun tink so... im still craizee type of gerl... nvr will chg... i jus wanna b hapie... its jus seem nt to werk wit u... im sorie... u nvr tried... n dun blame me... cos we had a hard tyme cmmunicating... hard to get tru u... i jus dunnoe... it hurts deep ryte down... ARGH!!!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

WENT OUT WIT BESTIE MIN!!!

Before miting bestie min me mit up wit zul fer awhile... tot of giving the bubble gum but me ferget to take frm him... AIYOH!!! Going out wit bestie min was damn fun... mit up wit her ard 1800hrs... she was early... den we head straight to bugis... went to topshop n bugis street... ol ard bugis la... suddenly me had a headache... nt shure bcos of wat... so told bestie dat i've to eat... as i only eaten in the m'ning ard 0800hrs... so afta she bought herself a jeans n top... we went to eat... hmm... i dunnoe wat the coffeeshop name dat we eat at... so niwae... i ordered chicken rice but tk habis... luckily bestie min finished it up... tanx gerlfren... hehehe... still had my headache seh... argh!!! so told bestie dat i wanna go hm... before head hm me went to SASA to buy some stuff... den we headed hm...

SOME PIC BELOW FER PEEPS TO C...

Bloating me

me wit my new hp... i loike...

having the fcuking headache but luv my hairone eyed gerl

im so hungry but at the end i cnt finish it upblurry me n sexy me... hahaha...

tryin to seduce the cam... hahaha...

the lady who is a *cam freak*

modeling herself

dgn smangat nyer... minom air...

luv her n her dimple...

genuinely suriani

jus luving it

exposing ourself tru the mirror

my food

bestie min food

our main dish n side dish

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

YEAH!!! ME GG OUT WIT BESTIE MIN...

Miting up wit her afta she finishing werk lata... im so hapie as im was down yest cos of werk... so stress... so atleast lata wen i mit her... we will laugh our hart out... she gettin her tings... as fer me im following jek... gaj lom msk ler... hehehe... eventho i noe its a lil tyme spent fer my bestie... but i dun care... its gud enuf dat i cn mit up wit her... miss her seh... hahaha... mcm lesbian plak ehk kiter... ishk... im straight okie... hahaha... im hapiee today atleast... miting up wit bestie min... n chck out my pay... im hapiee to how much i got... it's a WOW fer me... so the nex outing will b bestie min following me shopping... u noe wat... its been 7yrs n 11mths n 15days dat we have knew each otha... wah... so long seh... gonna took lots of pic wit bestie min... n upload it here...





...YEST WAS A UNHAPPY DAY FER ME @ WERK...

Here it goes... my roster was 1500-2230hrs... reached werk open up my info pc... n i saw my farking roster... it was counter ol the wae... which is gud... but had to do BA16 departure @ 2320hrs... i kena O.T fer farking 1hr... its so hard to get back on tyme... especially if u r finishing 2230hrs... no point having dat shift hr... den the peeps was freaking idiotic dey r so plastic... fark... me was no mood to werk... feel lyke running back hm n cover my face wit my pillow seh... luckily my parallel n shift mates were there fer me n cooled me down... so me a bit betta ler... i mean if i were to O.T fer counter its fine... rather den doing gates... or maybe they cn rostered me do QF52 departs @ 2125hrs OR QF82 departs @ 2215hrs... or even giv me flts to tally... i noe im being irritating here... but who cares... airport environment is so gud but the peeps there is a bunch of BARDOTS... but i cn say nt ol ler... so peeps out there dun joined the airport... especially customer svc... been there, done that... so i noe...

P.S: To my parallel n shift mates the craizee peeps tat i hart lots... w/o u guys ard its meaningless gg to werk... u guys make my day... n i was so touch dat u guys offer to do my flts... tanx guys... muacks...

dats it fer my farking day @ werk...

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

POST FER 13NOV

Me jus came back frm werk... kena O.T... haiz... me the last shift... so kena O.T... 1600-0100hrs... but kena O.T till 0145... waiting fer the company cab... nearly bout 0200hrs... AIYOH... so tired ut still make tyme fer dis blog... hahaha... hopefully lata tk kena O.T... hehehe... rostered as 1500-2230hrs... haiz...

Niwae... 1 of my skoolmate in ITE Bishan passed away in a car accident... haiz... she is so young... the same age as me... she's Lily kuzzin my classmate in ITE Bishan... i cn say they r close... haiz... lyfe is so short n unpredictable... her name is Sarah... we did talked a few tymes... as she's Lily kuzzin...

Semoga Rohnyer Mencucuri Rahmat...
Dan Kembali Ke Rahmatullah
(Al-Fatihah)

To Lily... insyallah kalo takder paper i dtg kenduri arwah k... hart u gerl... n miss yuh...

Monday, November 13, 2006

POST FER 12NOV

Was rostered 1500-0100... Wen i was gettin ready bestie min called me to ask if we wanna mit up... she wanna send me to werk as she is bored... told her dat i cnt b late fer werk... nk step punctual ler kata kn... hehehe... but den she wanna go to ita's plc(min colleague) 1st to get sumting... so we met up n bedok interchg @ 1420hrs... luckily ita plc is ard bedok interchg... so abt 1440hrs we move frm ita plc... was late... we headed back to bedok interchg... to get bus svc 24... luckily the bus was there olready wen we came... infact there was 2 bus svc 24... so we chose the back 1 so dat we cn hav a betta seat... niwae we tot if i dunt hav any eci(early chck-in)... but i hav... so she follows the bus ard... lyke gg on a airport tour... hahaha... sorie bestie min... but sweet of u too cum along wit me to werk... or i cn say u send me to werk... hehehe... aniwae i reached werk late... abt 5mins... hehehe... i hurried myself to get ready fast so i cn go fer my eci... later @ nyte... the gerls played fussball n pool @ werk...

Peace
Im Outz

Sunday, November 12, 2006

...POST FER 11NOV...

Jus wanna tel u wat happen today in my lyfe... im jus cutting the story short...

...Morning...

Morning... i woke up @ abt 1020hrs... tossing n turning ard on bed... den feel hungry... went to mum room, tell her im hungry... den asked ilah to go buy b'fast... so went to her room to ask... den she agreed @ last... but she wanna bathe 1st... hmm... i was back to bed tossing to wait fer ilah to bring back the food...

...SHE LIED AGAIN N AGAIN...
I hate it wen she do dat... y cant she tell me the truth... read dis article... she asked me if she cn go out watch movies... wit her guy fren... so i said yes... despite mum dun allow... but i pity her... stayin @ hm... if i noe wont let her go out... instead of gg to the movies she went elsewhere... ARGH!!! its lyke her stabbing my chest on the front iso the back... was FARKING angry... n tot of confronting her... but dun wanna create a scene... u nvr noe wat will happen seh if i were to confront her... pity mum too... she's in a weak condition i cn say... hmm... she nvr listen to wat im saying... it breks my hart... she dun respect me... im nt a small kid... eventho im small size... i wont find out the truth if i were nt reading the article... wat the heck... n sum1 too was involve in dis case... SHIT HAPPENS!!!

...Before werk...

Was lazing ard on bed afta finding out the truth dat happen... n i saw there is a missed call frm zul... so i giv him a call back... n he says he will call me back using hm fone... hmm... talked to him fer awhile... n he planned to mit me... as he's also taking bus svc 21 to pasir ris... as fer me i cn took bus svc 21 or 65... intention of miting is 1) pass chewing gums dat he bought fer me... n dat was lyke 2mth ago i gez...(but den he ferget to bring)... AIYOH! 2) its been lyke 3yrs nvr see him lor... n den we did met up... hmm... he was a bit diff... hahaha... tanx dude... fer being there as well...

...At werk...

I was rostered 1500-0100hrs today... was happy wen i reached werk... As i cn ferget some probs... feel happier wen there's alot of peeps surronding me... today had to do BA11 arr, QF78 dep, BA12 dep n tallying BA12 n QF82... was stuck... wit tallying BA flt... tanx to clement, yayah n k.jamie... n sorie bcos of me u guys cnt play 'fussball' hmm... tkt was all-in... at the end of the day i was damned tired guys... hmm... aton was not in a gd mood i gez... she was gloomy wen we were walkin towards our trpts... hmm...

PS: HOPE BOTH OF U DUN LYKE TO ME AGEN...
PS: TANX FER BEING THERE ZUL...
PS: TANX PEEPS FER HELPING N MAKING A SMILE ON MY FACE...
PS: TANX TO MARISSA, HIDAYAH n SALINA TOO FER HELPING ME WIT TALLYING...
PS: GEWDFREN ATON DUN B SAD OKIE... B HAPIE...
PS: BESTIE MIN I MISSED YUH LOTS BABE...
HART U GUYS...

Friday, November 10, 2006

Its Been Awhile

Yeah... i noe its been awhile... got no mood... but still hav too... as request frm my bestie min... my sleepless nyte still dhere... tak tau argh biler nk ilang... my tummy pain... cums n go... mum was olwaes dhere fer dis few days of my sleepless nyte... she wuld accompany me n lyn my karenah... eg. dis m'ning woke up ard 0400hrs den woke my mum up... make a milo each fer each of us...

Was off yest n stay hm the whole day... n im going to werk lata... starts @ 1500 till 0100hrs... ARGH!!! im gonna finish werk late dis week... finishing 0100hrs... hmmm... hope evryting go smoothly... no delays of aircrafts n etc...

Monday, November 06, 2006

GUYS ME CNT SLIP AGEN!!!

I've nt slip since 0500hrs... gettin hard to slip... abt 0530hrs i ate my medicine... wit my stomach pain tablet as well... feel lyke going to the doc to get a sliping pill... its jus so hard... my mind is in a whirl... wats wrg wit me!!! ARGH!!! bestie min... wats wrg wit me... i get ilah to slip wit me... tot maybe if sum1 is ard me i cn get slip... OR maybe i've slip the yest afternoon... n cnt get to slip nw... but even tho dis is nt my 1st tyme lyke dis... 2 days ago had the same feelin... today is the 3rd tyme olreadi lyke dis...

Guys me jus browsing tru GOOGLES to find the cure of my sleepless nite... n i TINK im havin INSOMNIA... shuld i c a doc fer dis... wat causes dis to happen...

When i browse tru dem... dey r actuaaly sellin a soundtrack wich dey assume dat its fer the mind... the beats cn soothe the mind n i will go to slip... shuld i blieve it... HAIZ...

Will update agen... til den
PEACE


POST FER 05NOV

Me woke up at 0315hrs n got back to slip... bout 0415 woke up agen n nvr get back to slip... so me playin hp games... switch on n off the tv... bored... damn bored... been 2 days dat i woke up in the wee hr n cnt get back to slip... helped mum out in the kitchen... she cookin kuah lemak n telor sambal tumis... n ayah rebus adabi ketupat... @ abt 1100hrs i feel slipy... got a few hr slip... tanx god... woke up n eat... slip agen... woke up n eat... slip agen... woke up n eat agen... n now its 0247hrs 06nov... im nt slipng... AIYOH... its ayte... will try to get some slip agen... maybe lata im gg to POSB to fill in fer nadd skool fees deduction tru my acc... n maybe miting sum1... i gez... or its nt gg to werk out agen... hahaha... we olwaes hav to postpone our miting... hmm... hope its nt dis tyme ard... till den...
PEACE!!! IM OUTZ!!!

Saturday, November 04, 2006

IM SICK AGEN!!!

Woke up @ 0345hrs... cant get back to slip... dozed off @ only 0630hrs... n i have to wake up @ 0730... tanx to my hp alarm dat i woke up frm my eerie dream... fer nadd pri1 orientation... @ damai pri sch... reached there @ abt 0910hrs... n we r suppose to b there @ 0900hrs... the orientation finishes @ abt 1115hrs... went to hav our bfast ard damai pri sch... the aunty dat i ate my bfast frm was frm our old plc in bedok north... wanted to eat her 'sambal sotong' but eventually it was olreadi finish... anywae headed hm after dat... reaches abt 1225hrs...

Was suppose to follow mum n adik2 go k.nana open hse... but my body jus to weak to go out... dunnoe y... had to stay on my cosy queen size bed the whole day... n its saturday... n im actually sick n it falls on my 3 days off... fark... ARGH!!! had 4 tablets of panadol today... n my body felt so weak... its hard to fall aslip... even if i fall aslip, i wuld woke up in a shock or in a startled... my chest felt so heavy... earlier i told u bout my dream ryte... n i dreamt abt her... i felt so scared suddenly... y? i shuldnt but yes i feel dat way... n i wuld tink she is ard me, luking @ me n feel her presence ard me... y??? shuldnt feel dat way ryte... or am i missin her lots...n dats 1 of the reason dat im sick... to scare i guess... even if i pray so hard, the feelin jus wont go away... im speechless nw... will update wen im okie agen k... guys one last favour... pray dat im gonna be betta k...

Friday, November 03, 2006

STILL 02NOV POST

Finish werk @ 1000hrs... took the same bus wit aton... as she going to acit place... well reached hm about nearly 1100hrs... ate yong tau foo... dad bought it... den i ate my medicine... haiz... so sick of dat tingy going tru my throats...hahaha... but still force to do so... went to slip on my cosy queen size bed...

About 1800hrs, bestie min called me... asked if i wanna mit up nt... tot of nt going out as dad's @ hm... malas nk gaduh2... den later chg my mind... cos i nid to buy werk shoe as well... so mite as well mit bestie min n asked her to accompany me to TM... so i did get my 19.90 werk shoes... frm DMK... hahaha... went to eat wit her... hmm... ate PastaMania... reached hm abt 2230hrs... had a great day even tho it was jus a few hrs...
nw is olreadi 0316hrs on 03nov... lata going to werk... so guys have a gd day n weekends...

PEACE...
IM OUTZ


POST FER 02NOV

Start my werk @ 0000hrs... bought nasi lemak wit the midnite uncle... put the food inside my locker... met up wit aton n yayah... ol of us had to do MU750 counter... so after counter we proceed to CHEERS its 24/7 @ the airport... betta fer us... the 7-11 @ the transit area was damn xpensive seh... back to my story... den we headed to our ofis which was @ the basement of the airport... Yes!!! its very eerie especially @ nytes... we had to prepare the tings fer the QF/BA counter... had fun while doin the tings we cn still chit chat wit han 1 of the senior staff dat i respect... teach me a few ting wen he was wit our team... after we finished doin the QF/BA trolley bag... my gewd fren aton went to the locker to get sumting... to her surprised she saw dis whyte figure back... she was damn shock... so she went out n asked me n yayah wat day was today... so we say its thursday... she told us wat happen... yayah,me n aton bravely went back to our locker to see if there is anyting... before entering the locker i had to say 'ASSALAMUALAIKUM' jus to protect ourself... im the 1st to enter even tho my harts thumps so hard... hmm n to our surprised it was nt there... hmm... jus hope dat tingy dont disturb us wen we dont disturb them... n that was abt 0100+ in the m'ning...


POST FER 01NOV

Finished werk @ 1000hrs... so planned to mit up wit bestie min to go doc... as both of us nt feelin well... bestie min had a headache wich the doc says its a MIGRAINE... aiyoh!!! pity her... me... i had a flu includes a gastric pain which the doc itself cnt tell if it was a appendix or jus a muscle pain... DURH!!! n i oso had a headache... on jus the ryte side of my head... n the doc says its either lack of slip,stress or migraine... i dun noe if the doc is a certified doc or nt seh... im woried n the doc cnt give me a answer to dat...

NEXT,

When to buy food fer mum n adik2... after had my b'fast, i had to eat the medicine... den went to bed... slip fer a very long hrs... been on bed fer the rest of the days...