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Norizan
22June1987
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Sunday, December 31, 2006

MISSIN HIM... ARGH!!!

It's HARI RAYA HAJI today... but im werkin... 1400-2359... aiyoh... i miss mr remy damn lots... b biler nk umper...? he msg me jus nw... saying he's gg back to kampong today... i str8 away called him... atleast by listenin to his voice b4 he go jb... he's olready at custom... he's gg there wit mak n his lil sis... he will b cumin back sgp tonite... im nt shure if he's gg countdown whre... told him im mayb gg out wit kuzzin n probably yayah is there too... n he allow... yeah2... i badly wanna go club... it's been awhile since... or perhaps mitin him wuld oso b a great idea... niwae ryte... wen i woke dis m'ning... my throat hurts... hmm... i wonder... b....... miss yuh lots...


HAPIE NEW YR!!! RESOLUTIONS...

Gt lots of tings i wanna sae... too many indeed...

1st... wanna wish ol the muslim peeps i know n i dunt noe a hapie HARI RAYA HAJI... hehehe... gt no mood ler dis yr fer any raya... incl hari raya aidifitri... dunt noe y...

2nd... new yr is lyke 1 more day... n i've gt my resolution ready fer dis 2007... i've nvr had any resolutions b4...
1) _ _ _ _ _ less
2) open a saving acct wit DBS(must b strict bout dis... wanna kip $ fer the future)
3) shop more(dats a must)
4) to luv n be luv by sum1...( hopefully its still mr nuremi) hart u dear... *bluek*

3rd... had dis uneasy feelin at werk... my stomach was growling... nt bcos im hungry... but bcos i feel uneasy... my hart was thumpin... i dunnoe y... reali... i dunt do my werk properly... eg. i didnt tag a bag... n i send it off... luckily fadil saw n asked who's pax bag was it... n i confidently shout to ask who's it blong too... den my pax infront of me shout n says it her's... i paiseh seh... n luckily gt her name label too seh... aiyoh... n i olmost trip over a bag while walkin on the belt... aiyoh... i dunt noe wats wrg wit me... i called hm... to chck if evry1 fine or nt... nadd sae evry1 in gud condition... called bestie... n she's fine... go out shoppin at bugis sum more... hehehe... called remy... he didnt ans n reply to my msg... as usual im woried... but i took it dat he's slipin... as he saes he's tired... hmm... i tink too much i gez... n wen i get tru him... i tell him bout my uneasy feelin... n he says i tink too much bout him... hahaha... duhh!!! of cos i tink bout him... n no1 else ler... actuali i tink of my kuzzin too... sulaiman... i miss him... my kuzzin cum besfren... hopefully the plan werks out ehk man... reali wanna go out... anywhre will do... i jus follow... n will bid to ur condition... u-noe-i-noe k... n yayah... pray hard okie dat it will werk out too...

4th... to my babe adilah... dunt tink too much ayte... i do feel it too... eventho i dunt reali noe the inner u... but as a lady... i feel the pain too... u will have to endure it ayte... n furthermore u gt us... i may nt help u much... but i cn only lend a listening ears... dis make me a lesson well learn... n dunt giv up... cos i noe ur strong ayte babe... hart u... n tanx fer willin to share it wit me...

lastly... dear... i hope our r'ship will werk out... no matter wat happen we will stick to each other... standin by to 1 another... be there fer each otha as well... we cn jus nt b a lover only... we cn b besfren,gerwdfren,lovers,siblings n etc. u noe it damn well ryte... dat im sick n tired of bein HURT... lookin back on my past... its been umpteens tyme... n its countless too... aniwae its ol in the past nw... nw... i wanna start afresh... n i hope its wit u... n dats our wish ryte... n i wish dat our wish will cum tru... dis is jus a hope by a simple lady... it may cum tru n it may nt...

ps: im tired olready... wanna slip afta a long post... hehehe... *zzzzz*

Saturday, December 30, 2006

RE: PISSED OFF...

Im okie nw... afta blogging the previous post... i tried koling him agen... if he didnt pick up the fone... i wont b trying to kol him agen... n gez wat... sum1 cancel the call... so i noe he's nt slipin yet... but i didnt kol agen... so afta 2mins he kol... finally... n gez wat... he went out... to kedai kopi... met his fren if im nt wrg... im here worry n he's actuali outside... argh... he laugh wen i say im worry... n he says dis "syg ko tk kn lari ler..." nk mara pon tk leh... hahaha... i feel much betta... i feel lyke cryin afta heard his voice... i noe he's olryte... yeah!!! nt pissed off anymore... b... dunt do dis anymore ayte... n nw... he bz wit comp plak...aiyoh... saba k izan... hahaha... atleast... im feel much more betta...

IM SO LOVING IT!!! I LOIKE!!!

IT WENT SMOOTHLY... DEN IM PISSED OFF!!!

My dae was great... but it had to end to a piss of session... argh!!! as usual woke mr remy up... den slip... asked him to wake me up at 1200hrs... den go werk... gez wat... i ate mcspicy agen at werk... damn it... shurely im gettin fat... wateva arh... cnt b bother nw... had to seat counter ol the wae... bored... but luckily aton sat next to me... yeah... she make me laugh n smile... hehehe... tanx aton... we jokes n gossip tog... hahaha... talk to dear... was perfectly fine... den wen i seat counter back... n called him agen there was no 1 picking up the fone... i msg oso he nvr reply... damn it... gt pissed off... feel lyke throwin my fone to the grd seh... instead i off my fone fer awhile... but den i feel uneasy... haiz... on it back n no msg... did try kolin him n a lady pick the fone up... n i bloody well hope dat its his sis dat pick up the fone... she says dat he is bathin... so i say okie... n i did say tanx as well... n of cos i say to ask him to call me back... n gez wat till nw i gt no call or msg frm him... he cnt b slipin early... argh... god pls move his hart n let him col me... i jus wanna noe he's okie... did try callin n msg him... but its either no1 pick the fone up or reply frm him... wtf... n he's nt online... hope evryting is fine...

ps: b... im feelin scared... dunt do dis to me... argh... i dunt wanna hav a negatives tots... had enuf...

ps: min im missin u lots... haiz...

Thursday, December 28, 2006

IM BORED!!! IM FULL NOW...

Jus nw i eat the mee hun goreng dat dad cook... oklar... a bit tasteless... i wanna eat wit cilli padi... tapi tkder... to make it atleast spicy... den chck kat refrigerator... saw red chilli instead... so i jus grab ler... luckily the red chilli pedas jgk... if nt cnt eat seh... i cn only giv 6 out of 10... mum... i miss ur mee kicap... den i still hungry... dunnoe wats wrg wit me seh... argh!!! gud dat im eatin... yes... but wat if i gain weight... argh!!! n gez wat... i've jus order mac n eaten mcSpicy... owh no... mr remy seems bz wit comp seh... dunnoe wat he's doin... downloadin songs i gez... argh!!! siaper nk lyn aku nie... sis ilah on the fone... sis nadd playin n dancing jek... sis nadra 24/7 slipin... how i wish i was her... slip jek... cukop tyme org bagik susu... tk dpt nangis... hahaha... im totally bored... real damn bored... wat shall i do... HELP ME!!! bestie min uat pe gaknyer ehk...

b... pls lyn me ler... im bored... sum1 pls help me... argh!!! *sob2*


OFF DAE... N IM TIRED...

Woke up at 0930hrs to wake mr remy up... den asked him to wake me up at 1030hrs as im gg out to the airport to do my pass... im off yet nid to go back werk to do pass seh... n wit full uniform seh... damn... met aton inside bus 24... went airport tog wit her... tanx aton... den we met faheemah n papa clement... at t2 bus bay... den we proceed 1st w/o waitin fer ifah n k.jamie... as they still at wdls... sorie kak... afta pass was done... went canteen to eat... i ate nasi campor... n gado2 share wit aton... den went back... at hm... was damn bored... luckily gt baby nadra... jus called dear... but he didnt seems to pick up the fone... i msg him but no reply yet... argh!!! take it as he's bz at werk... its okie... n now... here i am blogging... i hart u... nuremi... muackzzz...

to peeps: dunt worie ayte... i noe u guys dun wanna c me gettin hurt... even i dunt wanna b hurt agen... the shitty feelin was bad... will try to avoid it to happen as much as i cn... jus pray fer me dat im hapie... dats wat i reali want...

to nuremi: tanx fer entering my lyfe... u chg my lyfe afta u enter... im hapie... n even hapier... i loike... hahaha... hopefully our wish cum tru... tanx agen...

peace... dats ol... im hungry... wanna eat... dad cook mee... he cn b a great cook sumtyme...

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

OFF DAE...

Im up early... woke remy up... iso doin housechore im here blogging... hehehe... will do dat afta dis ayte... headin to hospital to mit mum... she's still inside hospital... if her blood result is gud... she cn come back hm today... i missed her... as its been 2 days nvr seen her face... been werkin mah... hahaha... miss u mum... my head had been aching... my migraine was here fer the past 2 days... n the bloody doc didnt even give me dat migraine medicine... jus giv me normal panadol only... n gez wat... its olready finish... i finished up ol the tablet olready... woke up dis m'ning... wit my head ok ler... nw its rainin here... hhrrrr... pics i took at werk on x'mas...

Monday, December 25, 2006

me n colleague

its me n Sills Matthew(jetstar tag crew)hehehe... jgn jeolous... he's so cute...

...hida matthew izan...

hida im sorie matthew wanted to be wit me iso u... luk at the pic... he wants to b wit me nt u... he hug me u noe... hahaha... *joking* hart u babe n dude... muackzzz... saliza n azlyn... miss u guys too... muackzzz...

Sunday, December 24, 2006

THE PIX TAKEN IN THE HOSPITAL...

Nt much... jus a few... afta dis gonna hav a early slip... bsk nk pi hospital... c mum... hope she's gettin betta... n soon cn cum hm mum... i hart u lots... n u noe dat... jus nw... seen evrytink... n im scared... luking at her in pain... argh!!! it hurts me to c her in dat condition jus nw... took a few pix while waitin fer mum...

my eyes was swollen... afta i cried... n myra wanna take pix... trying to cheer me up...us outside the delivery suiteme n myra... outside operation teater... only god noes how i felt...

Saturday, December 23, 2006

NEW PERSON... HERE SHE CUMS...

Olryte... remember i talk bout sum1 new in my lyfe... here the pix... she's my newborn lil sister... she gt a name... was given n approve by most of our family... even my arwah mak jang lykes the name... NADRA... short n simple... too long oso hard fer her... she came to dis werld at 1710hrs... she's the 1 i talked abt in my previous post... she's cute... very fair... follow mum n my sibling... n the eyes luk lyke mine... sepet... hehehe... i noe... its been olmost 9mths im kiping it frm the whole werld... only the 1 closest to me jek noe... of cos im paiseh... we r lyke 19 yrs diff... n im 19yrs... imagine dat... but so many peeps was ard to support me n family... tanx... i cnt mention their name... cos its too many... aniwae... wish me ol the best ayte...

Baby Nadra... kakak will try my best to giv u evrytink... the love,happiness n lyfe dat i've nvr had... but im hapie nw dat ur out frm the tummy... n dunt be noty ayte...

Friday, December 22, 2006

NEW PERSON!!! CN I ACCEPT IT???

Im hapie n at the same tyme im scared... its been olmost 9mths i tink... n dis new person will enter n chg my lyfe totally... im scared... cn dis person make me hapie? will it? cn i jus hav my normal lyfe still... gg out wit my frens n bestie min? im scared i will be tied down... im stress a lil bout dis... owh GOD... pls help me... make me hav a positive tinking... eventho i noe i will hav to accept the fact still... but i hope dis new person will chg me into a gewd person n nt the bad 1... my mind is in a whirl n im frickel minded bout tings... n i tend to be fergetful today... im having gastric nw... n a headache... im nt werkin today... takin urgent leave...

Thursday, December 21, 2006

HAD FUN!!!

Woke up at abt 0800hrs... but i jus tossing ard my bed... wanted to do housechore... wash my clothes... but ilah ferget to buy sabun... darn it... hehehe... so at the same tyme hapie... bab tkyah uat... so asked ilah fer help... tanx ilah... hehehe... so tidy up my bed... nicely... maklom la nk kuar punyer pasal kn... hehehe... sempat msn wit bestie min... hart her lots seh... n reali miss her... so at 1000hrs... i bath n siap... ntah camner nari siap cam lamer gitu... hahaha...

reached TM at abt 1130hrs... 'the good earth' was packed wit peeps... sumore christmas ard the corner... so they asked me to go CENTURY SQUARE 'the nail vogue' is the shop name if im nt wrg... i didnt do acrylic nails... so i done xpress manicure instead... as there r many appointment... if i knew... i will make appointment seh... i cnt even do full manicure seh... niwae abt 1245hrs... den im done wit my nails... i quite lyke the color la... nice... dark reddish brown... plan wit fardeal aka mr usher(hehehe) to mit up at 1300hrs at bedok mrt ctrl station as we will take bus svc 30 frm bdk int to VIVO CITY... but i was late fer our so-called 'date'... hahaha... was late bout 5-10 mins... IM REALI AM SORIE... we tok n tok till we reached VIVO CITY...

Reached VIVO CITY... mr usher is my tour guide fer a day... hahaha... 1st ting we luk fer the cinema... to buy the ticket 1st... we found it... but the queue was damn long... till outside the cinema seh... so nex ting in my mind was AXS... cos once i did bought tkt frm AXS... hahaha... so we bought the tkt tru there... nasib baik seh... was grateful la jgk... tkyah nk queue... afta dat we went for our b'fast n lunch... at burger king... he ate mushroom burger n me ate single bbq bacon... but i didnt finish it up... hehehe... he bought hersley chocolate... dats our desert... yummy... den next we stroll along the open air... its inside VIVOCITY still... den i saw cable car... n i wanted to take that ryde so much... have been livin in dis world fer 19yrs... but i've nvr took a cable car ryde before... hehehe... so fardeal pon lyn kn la... tot wanna took the ryde b4 the movie... so we went out frm VIVOCITY to take the ryde... skali i dunt noe... i tink we scared we sesat n den its still early... so we plan to take it afta the movie... n if we r lucky we cn c the sunset... hehehe... romantic kn... hahaha... so we head back to VIVOCITY... n the cuaca dah mendung... we jus go round2 the shoppin ctr... bought nadd sumting... hehehe... brg mentel2 seh... niwae afta dat we bought the same watch... fardeal's watch was wyte n mine is black... nice... i loike the design... very much... simple but nice... den we head to the cinema to get the combo meal... the popcorn n my ol tyme fav season iced lemon tea... yummy...
we chose to watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM... was damn gud... i giv 10+++ fer dat show... was superb gd... hilarious... hehehe... afta dat show... the moment dat i cnt wait... was the cable car ryde... yeah!!! finally i gt to hav the feelin n overcum my fear... yeah!!! 3 cheers fer me... hahaha... my knee was lyke stuck fer a sec seh... n i did raised my voice wen i actually c us floating in the air inside dat cable car... ARGH!!! but i lyke it very much... den we went back to VIVOCITY agen... chill n talk... den we plan to take the bus svc 30 agen to go back hm... we stop at bdk int n he will take a train frm there to his home swit home...

reached bdk int... n i called family... asked wat they wanna eat... so our so-called SUPPER... was SEGAR... my fav restaurant... nice, yummy n of cos at a reasonable price... shuld try... bought family food n back hm... by 2220hrs... had a tiring n fun day... but ol was worth it...

to mr usher... tanx fer the wonderful day... appreciate it lots... had a great day... u make my day... n of cos u make a smile on my face too...

to my babe min n my dude man... tanx... fer the support, care n concern... i hart u both damn lots... n u guys noe dat... im happie dat u guys r happie fer me... babe min... u hve been there fer me truouts my darkest day to my happiest day... dude man... even tho we r jus a fone call away... its okie... it shows how care u r fer me... dun worie... i wont do sumting foolish n b stupid agen... dun worie...

the pix i took wit fardeal...

we cn actually see sentosa...the clearer view of sentosa
the identical watch we bought... same design... diff colour...alicia n usher... (only we know the meaning) hahaha... ryte? fardeal... me wit my dolly hair ready to take pic... n he's nt ready fer the pic... hahaha...i loike dis pic... cos he smile... i loike dis pic too... dis is wen we were inside the cable car... nice background...luvs... takings... pics......missybrownie n dealova...mr usher,dealova,fadhilms alicia,missybrownie,izanthe emo side of dealova... hahaha... sorie...the view frm inside the cable car

nice ryte?*blurry*wheather was cold... the bus air-condition makes me even colder... tanx to my shawl...otw back hm...we r so damn tired... afta a long day out...
tanx... fer makin me smile n u make my day... infact... evryday... hahaha...