IS IT MY FAULT??? U jus dunt understand... how it is to miss sum1... maybe u dunt hav any feelin... im so down agen... im so sad... i try my best to try mitin u... but u giv me reasons wich i cnt xcept it... damn it... wat do u take me ferr... evry single day i tink bout u... n i count how many days i've nt met u... is it dard to asked ferr... mit me fer awhile pon jadik sehh... even if its jus a 5min mit... u want me to update u to whre i go n stuff... but did u do the same... i jus wanted to cry wen u msg me dat... n nw i dunt noe wen i cn mit u... wen??? is a gewd ques... cos even me dunt noe... cos he's gonna go back camp tomorow n will only b out on fri or sat i tink... nvr mind lerr... dunt u guys tink im clinging to sumting wich is nt worth it...? i wanna cry... but i jus cnt... i've been kiping dis tears fer a long tyme seh... i reali hope to mit him... i cn go crazy sehh tinking bout dis... haiz... he jus dunt understand... nt miting ferr 12days is nt easy ferr me to bear wit... eventho we kol each otha... but im olwaes the 1 doin ol dat... i dunt wanna compare doin tings more den u... or opposite ways... cos its gonna b nowhre... at the end of the day im the 1 hurt... argh!!!