NT YET SLIPIN I feel tired but cnt slip yet... dunnoe y... so here i am bloggin... woke up at 1230hrs... as 1300hrs i've to bath... i start werk at 1500hrs mah... woke up... den sempat played comp... hehehe... chck email,frensta n bloggy... i was a bit betta den the day b4... but dat sumting still burnin in me... nvr mind... bought myself seafood kway teow... den went to werk tog wit aton... we meet inside bus svc 24... reached werk i've gt ECI(early chck-in) den break... eat my mee... but didnt finish it up... no mood... dunnoe y... hehehe... den do ctr ol the way... sit crew bge... sit bside Azrin... my colleague he will b turnin 18 dis yr... hehehe... still young tho... den we laugh n disturb each otha... luk at the watch n its 2220hrs... den aton asked if i wanna ot nt... as im finishing werk at 2230hrs... den i sae okie... gt company cab sumore... hehehe... ot till 2300hrs... afta dat iso gg to the OPS 1... we went to McDonald instead... buy food... so hungry... as we dunt eat much in the aftann... i took the same cab wit aton,yaya n faseeha... den ate mc McSpicy... yummy... was full den... playin comp afta dat... n nw here i am blogging... my head hurts seh... it feels hurt especially wen i press the skull... lyke swollen gitu... argh!!! cnnt tahan lerr... i was so pissed of wit 1 of my officer at werk... i dunt noe wats wrg wit her... evryting i do seems wrg to her... she says she asked me to do sumting n i didnt do it... whrelse i dunt remember she askin me to do it... n den she says she puts a comment in the system n i dunt refer to her... wich i dunt c any wen i chck dat person in... damn it... she reali pissed me off... but at the end of the day she talked to me as per normal... so i did the same... jus talked to her as per normal jek lerr... too many politics in my werk... aiyoh... dis is werkin lyfe... i jus hav to endure it... too bad... Otw to werk i col him... sayin dat im using mum no. ferr todae... den he say okie... talk to him fer awhile... kinda miss him tho... the last tyme i saw him was wen i went sheesha wit my fren... n dat was 19jan... n nw is 30jan... its been 11days... dats how long... omg... i reali miss him... i dunt noe how i cn tahan till lyke dat... i asked if he cn mit me up tomorow... jus ferr awhile pon jadik sehh... hehehe... at 1st he sounds lyke he dunt want... but i say... to him... asked him to accompany me go take the new sim card... as my hp is lost ryte... so had to get a new sim card lerr... den he says... he tinks it shuldnt b a prob to mit me... hehehe... i reali hope i will mit him... n maybe we cn talk tings out... but sumtymes the feelin of insecure is there... i feel lyke im clinging to sumting wich is nt worth it... i dunt noe... he sumtymes is gewd to me... n sumtymes give me dis cold shoulder... haiz... wich is betta? b wit sum1 who luvs u... or the opposite way...? or both?
