1stly... lets us sedekah al-fatehah to my gewd fren yayah,grandma... who left us at 0930hrs on 10feb... babe... b strong ayte... we r ol here fer u... especially... euana... me too r here... cn count on us... 2ndly... im begining to hav dis awkward feelin towards MR.A... i cn feel dat im so care n concern towards him... even fir... says dat im still in luv wit him... hmm... am i? but luv cn oso play trick on ourself... MR.A went MOS last nite... he kol me saying dat he scared he will get drunk... as his fren wanna celebrate his bufdae yest... eventho his bufdae is still 10days... so im worie... he takin bike... cos i cnt afford to lose him as a fren too... if anitink were to happen... den... i kip koling his hp n its off... n it started to make me worie... damn worie... but whom am i to him... we r jus a fren... but as a fren i tink i deserve to b worie... i only had bout 30-45mins of slip at werk... the rest of the tyme i kip dialing his no... den at ard 0630hrs he msg me usin his jb no. dat he is safely hm... n i felt so relieve... atleast his fine nw... but i tink fer nw... i jus wanna njoy lyfe lyke wat i did nw... bein single... n do my own stuff... dats great... i've gt my own plans olready... NJOY!!! werkin m'ning shift dis wk... so a bit tired n restless lerr... n i've gt course agen tomorow... n its ofis hr... aiyo... furthermore its at AFT5... my colleague says the course is fun... n i hope it betta be... coz if nt i will shurely b sliping... hahaha... n dis course of mine is 2days course... so on wed hav to resume to my 0530hrs shift... as i cnt chg wit anita ol the way... cos of my course... aiyo... confem tired sehh... till here den... im so hungry... wanna eat...