Monday, February 26, 2007
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Im confused... wats gonna happen nex? still adapting to tings... hopefully its going well... n many tings happen recently... but tings was olryte...
met lin frequenty nowadays... dah mcm lesbo... hahaha... we share the same tings fer music... she werk wit me at the airport... nice person to b wit... we laugh,smile n joke ard... hahaha... tanx gf...
i miss u... so bad dat it lead me to a dream... nt shure if im ready too... to mit u... i olready noe its my faults... n paiseh of me to mit u... the plan of miting up wit the rest... giv me a 2nd tots... nt bcos of nt wanting to mit u n the rest... but bcos i dunt noe wat to ans to ol ur questions wen im bein ask... do u noe how bad i want to hear ur voice... but evrytime i tot of those werds i chg my mind... i feel scared... to even luk at ur eyes directly... i dunt want to promise anyting bout the plan...
dis is the part im confused abt... bout 3 guys... mr.S,mr.A & mr.F... bein a single pon confused... hehehe...
mr.S knew him frm frensta... he's 19... met him a few tymes... nt yet doin NS... he care n concern bout me... but in the wrg way... he wuld called me names n scold me... wich he says its the way he show his luv 2wards me... he make a song fer me n sang its 4 me on the fone... n those werds r related btw me n him... but the funny part is dat im nt shure... as he too gt many gerl frens ard him... n we olwaes fight jus bcos of lil tings... he's a jeolous type of person... cnt see me dance or see other guys touch me...
mr.A knew him frm my x skoolmate,shahlan... mr.A too show me care n concern... he's 20 dis yr... n still NS... he wuld oso called me his baby... he advised me as nt to jus njoy... there is a few tings in common btw us... but we do clique well... be it on the fone or wen we met... we luv to disturb each other too... n it has to cum to a sad ending by having another gerl in his hart... n im considered as the 3rd gerl in his lyfe... 1st his mum,the gerl n me... its kinda hurt... but lets jus c how it will b nex... cos the feelin fer him is there too...
mr.F knew him frm my ex bf fren... he's 25 dis yr... finish NS... been smsing wit him fer a few days... n it went well... he's single w/o commiting to any1 yet... he kip asking my fren wat kinda person i am... instead of noeing bout me by askin me himself... he's kinda shy type of person... n my fren asked me if there is sumting btw me n him... such as bein a couple wit him olready nt... but to me... its still a long way to noe bout each other... n too early to say... he too care bout me...
gf lin wants me to choose mr.F... but hmmm... im nt shure... im still single n its kinda fun bein single... n doin my stuff wit my gfs... im confused... n if i were to stop wit wat i do... i must find sum1 who's strict enuf fer me to listen too... cos im kinda 'degil'...
aniwae... HAPIE 45th BUFDAE IN ADVANCE FER MY LUVLY MUM... bufdae falls on 27feb... i luv u so much... i noe i've been bad... very bad... nt listening to u n stuff... but no matter wat ur olwaes my mum... 
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