Saturday, March 17, 2007
ARGH!!! WAT'S HAPPENIN???Im totally pissed off... wit mr.A... i told u he booked out on fri ryte... so ard 2130hrs... i msg him using mum's hp to ask wat he was doin... he did reply... its short n simple... "ngah ngan I"... n my hart suddenly feel lyke crushing n broke into pieces... i was lyke "he has the cheeck to tell me dat???" its gewd dat he told me the truth... but dat truth hurts me... the nex ting i knew... my tears rollin to my cheecks... am i jeolous??? wich gerl is nt jeolous wen she found out dat the person she lykes went out wit another gerl... n dat another gerl is nt u... i jus feel lyke lettin him go... n do wats he tinks best fer him... i didnt ctc him eversince he msg me dat n till nw he didnt even bother to jus msg me or kol me... n yeah... he is out wit F today... gg to "i dunt noe whre either"... damn it... i dunt wanna b selfish... owh gawd... wats so special abt u dat i lyke u sooo much... n i wasnt even in my mood to werk too jus nw...There is dis "BITCH" at werk i tot she's my fren... but it turns out dat she badmouthed me... n its a pretty bad 1... omg... n tanx to dis anonymous person whom i dunt noe who told my gewdfren to tell me n watched out on dat "BITCH"... argh!!! im so pissed off... will confront dat "BITCH" fer shure... n to dat anonymous person... tanx... even thou my gewdfren promise u nt to reveal anyting abt who u r... but its ayte... sooner or later i will noe... but nt frm my gewdfren... Yest didnt mit up mr.D... as he's tired afta the football trainin... so i said its okie... probably we gg to the chalet today... afta his trainin... but nt shure yet... i dunt noe... but i jus dunt wanna stay hm as dad ard... he fought wit my sis... n he pull me into the story too... wich i hate... i jus wanna go out den frm outside will go werk... owh gawd... i feel so restless... hearing malay emo songs doesnt even help me cry... i noe i will atleast feel betta afta cryin... so mr.D i hope u cn make it ayte...y is dis shit still happening in my lyfe???
fcuk!!! wats wrg wit me??? im jus so feelin down!!!
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