Monday, April 02, 2007
29TH MARWhen to MOS... met lin inside train... gg towards clarke quay... plan to mit aton n her acit inside MOS... met wit dem there... as well as amir,acit,tahir n khalid... den met daro(cousin)... giv him 6tix... fer his fren wich is my x skoolmates... they r mizi,zul,sufiyan(alien) n popeye was there too... cnt believe he was there too... hehehe... while waitin... suddenly i saw zul(ecps) my pri skool fren... was shocked to c him there... waited fer farhana(cousin) at liang court 7-11... she came wit her fren... hmm... wich luks lyke hip-hoppers... hehehe... had lots of fun inside MOS... i dance wit popeye... n at 1 point while i was chillin n talkin to lin... he was jus nex to me... he gave me a kiss on the lips... wich i was reali damn shocked... n the nex ting i noe i was blushin... argh!!! n lin saw it... so embarassin at dat tyme too... so aton n her acit mus b havin fun i cn say... n suddenly nana n her sisters came... they were frm dbl-o... n a few peeps who make me pissed off... but im okie... let bygone be bygone... as im nt the type who bear grudges... i jus dance alone... sumtymes wit lin n aton... took a cab hm wit lin afta dat... HE SAID!!!Im nt shure if i shuld believe mr.A werds... i passed him my new no. he said he knew dat i was avoidin him... yeah i did tried... n i olmost successful... but fer sum reason i jus cnt... the feelin was jus too strong... n he said to me "if u were reali avoidin me u wuldnt give me ur new no." wich i tink makes sum sense atleast... i told him y i try to avoid him... i saw a gerl pic on his hp screensaver... wich gerl is nt hartbroken... i did asked him wats his r'ship wit dat gerl... he says fren... n i asked den wat r we? jus fren or wat... he reply dis... "we r kwn tapi mesra"... wats dat suppose to mean??? dat i cn b used n throw away as n wen u like??? n dat gerl in his hp was F... if they were jus fren y wuld he put dat F pic on his screensaver... dats oso to say dat he do hav sum feelin fer F ryte??? argh!!! guys!!! n nw he sms me n stuff lyke dat... i used to kol him "B" but nw nomore of dat... it hurts me to try avoidin him... but i jus hav too... im sorie... how i wish i was strong... n i want to b strong agen... pls... let me be the strong lady dat i used to be...a phrase frm sum1 whom i used to b close wit
"he shuld b the 1 losin u n he shuld feel regret... nt u..."
"n u shuldnt waste ur tears to sum1 who doesnt deserve ur tears"
owh god.... i jus missed her...
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