I olmost ferget... yest mning cuming to werk i was stuck inside the lift with this uncle... i was panic fer awhile... hahaha... wat a day to start wit... reached werk... done my stuff... n by 10am i've gt nothing to do... n i was damn bored...
i was mad wit b... he woke up at 2pm n he went fer his special course late... was a bit moody yest... but was okie afta he console me...
yest kecik called me a few tymes yest... he wanted to speak to b... but y on earth is he luking fer b by calling me... i dunt noe... b says maybe he still luv me n cnt get over me totally yet... but i was long way over him... we r jus fren... nt more den dat... im happily wit sum1 new nw n dats b... kecik invite to go to clarke quay to celebrate rizal's out day... n they will be drinking n drinking... but b dunt want to go... his reason was he still doin his special course till 9pm... n dats true... n he hve to be in camp by 12pm today... he will be tired... he oso said he doesnt want to go cos he dunt want dem to treat him jus lyke they did it on 8june... he was treated as if he was nt there... i saw evryting as i was there... is it bcos of me dat his fren is treating him dis way... i told him to go... even if im nt cuming... but he insist nt to go... i jus dunt want his fren to tink dat im kiping b jus fer myself... n dats nt true... i dunt noe... i feel sad dat he is being treated dis way... to me... wats past is past... i hope his fren will chg the way they treated b...
no matter wat b... i will try my best to be there fer u...
nw... im at werk... n i dunt noe wat to do... where shuld i start my werk wit... ARGH!!! cnt wait fer friday as it wuld be sat the nex day n im off!!!
b told me dat mayb our plan on the 2nd hve to canx due to he hve course to attend to... n it reali hurt me... dat will be our so-called 1st date... we hve nvr had 1st date yet... but den i jus hve to accept it...
b asked me sumting agen yest... but i want it to be jus wat i dreamt off... n mayb wat all the gerls wuld want n dream abt too...
dats abt it...
(min: kol me wen ur free as i wil be damn bored... hart u bestie...)
