Wednesday, June 25, 2008
UPDATES!!!I olmost ferget... yest mning cuming to werk i was stuck inside the lift with this uncle... i was panic fer awhile... hahaha... wat a day to start wit... reached werk... done my stuff... n by 10am i've gt nothing to do... n i was damn bored...i was mad wit b... he woke up at 2pm n he went fer his special course late... was a bit moody yest... but was okie afta he console me...yest kecik called me a few tymes yest... he wanted to speak to b... but y on earth is he luking fer b by calling me... i dunt noe... b says maybe he still luv me n cnt get over me totally yet... but i was long way over him... we r jus fren... nt more den dat... im happily wit sum1 new nw n dats b... kecik invite to go to clarke quay to celebrate rizal's out day... n they will be drinking n drinking... but b dunt want to go... his reason was he still doin his special course till 9pm... n dats true... n he hve to be in camp by 12pm today... he will be tired... he oso said he doesnt want to go cos he dunt want dem to treat him jus lyke they did it on 8june... he was treated as if he was nt there... i saw evryting as i was there... is it bcos of me dat his fren is treating him dis way... i told him to go... even if im nt cuming... but he insist nt to go... i jus dunt want his fren to tink dat im kiping b jus fer myself... n dats nt true... i dunt noe... i feel sad dat he is being treated dis way... to me... wats past is past... i hope his fren will chg the way they treated b...no matter wat b... i will try my best to be there fer u... nw... im at werk... n i dunt noe wat to do... where shuld i start my werk wit... ARGH!!!cnt wait fer friday as it wuld be sat the nex day n im off!!!b told me dat mayb our plan on the 2nd hve to canx due to he hve course to attend to... n it reali hurt me... dat will be our so-called 1st date... we hve nvr had 1st date yet... but den i jus hve to accept it...b asked me sumting agen yest... but i want it to be jus wat i dreamt off... n mayb wat all the gerls wuld want n dream abt too...dats abt it...(min: kol me wen ur free as i wil be damn bored... hart u bestie...)
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
IM BACK!!!Hmmm... Where shall i start... maybe frm my family,work,fren n luv...FAMILYMany tings happen to my family... my parent is in the process for divorce... but im nt sad as dis is sumting dat i've been waiting fer... weird ryte... only ppl close to me noe y... im living wit my aunty @ bdk south nw wit mum n my other 3 sibling... lyfe have been hard but still i've to be strong... Dad!!!You shuldnt be called dad cos ur nt fit to be our father...all you do is getting angry over small matter...didnt giv us a chance to speak our mind...you beat us up as if we r your fren...you may do dat to us 10yrs ago...but nt nw... mum,ila n me hve unite to make shure ur the 1 suffering nw...we will fite n make our own dcision nw...we will nvr dpend on u anymore... we dunt even nid u in our lyfe...we hve gone thru enuf shit,hurt,pain n suffer wit u...gdbye dad...WORKGez wat!!! im no longer werking in the airport as a csa... afta an incident i made up my mind to quit my job... i miss werking there... i like the environment... but a few of the ppl there cn b such a pain... currently im werking as a clerk for 2 company... M+M TESTING & SERVICES PTE LTD & NELSON DESIGN WORK PTE LTD located ard simei... been werking abt a week nw... nt many work load YET!!! maybe soon... hehehe...FRENSThey hve been such a wonderful person in my lyfe... they make me smile n hapie... im thankful to hve such a wonderful ppl as my fren... To all my Frens...tanx... i really appreaciate all the kindness... i may nt be able to repay anyting... but i hope i will sumday... u guys reali was there wen i nid u... I LUV U!!!MIN & SAIDAHI cnt wait for 1st july... im nervous n excited too... reali hope it goes well... ZEE & LYNDAWe may be bz wit werk lately... but it wont stop us frm miting... will plan ayte fer our mit up session... i missed u guys...ATONI miss you too... its been so bloody damn long since we mit...LUV...Im in luv wit sum1 new... his name is fahil ashraff bin mohamed tafel... the 1st tyme i met him was at DEVILS... den we didnt mit until 1 day i was attached wit 1 of his so called 'brother' wich is 'kecik'... small werld ryte... afta the incident happen btw me n kecik, a few mths later fahil gt my no. frm dd... we went out n he confess his luv towards me... he likes me eversince he saw me at DEVILS but cnt do anyting cos he found out dat im his 'brother gf' afta he found out dat i was single agen he tried luking fer me... dats wat he said... hmm... i dunt noe hw i accept him as my bf... but nw i luv him to dearly to let him go... the day i accept him was 19may... so its been a mth since we r tog... still honeymoon period they called it... but fer our case is diff... we quarell more than we bein luvly couple... but by quarelling we realised that we reali luv each other alot... he met most of my family too... we wuld oso chilled at my plc wit my family... his family??? it seems that his mum doesnt lyke the idea of me being wit him... is it bcos im 2yrs older or bcos im kecik ex gf??? his mum noe bout me n kecik... dats y... its reali a hart pain wen his mum talked to me abt stuff... insyallah evryting will be fine... he has been such a swit n luvly bf this past few days... im so hapie... btw... i want to congrats kecik n emy on their engagement... gewd luck to u guys...n i wish u ol the best...
b... i cnt wait fer 2nd july fer us to go shopping... n its our 1st date eversince we r tog... luv u to much b...
Lastly,I'VE TURN 21 YRS!!! HAHAHA IM GETTING OLD... i wish that my lyfe will be more meaningful,hapie with my surrounding... hehehe...
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