Monday, August 10, 2009
LONELY
i felt so lonely... i dnt noe who to turn to... luckily there's this blog whre i cn go to... ur my listening ears... wich bestie was here to hear me out but its just diff nw...
yest was nt a gewd dae... i found out sumting wich i shuld found out long ago... it moved my hart to ask for it... u said it was ur skoolmate... but im nt stupid... im nt sum kind of 10yrs old kid for u to lie... im disappointed n hurt... i dnt tink it will ever work out... i've forgiven u so many tymes... but ur nt being truthful n faithful to me... hw cn i trust u, based on those stupid excuses u gave... am i being fate to not be hapie? i've tolerate with evryting u done... i even wasted my lives bcos of u... for 14mths... is dis the best for me,u n us? my mind is in a whirl... i realli need sum1 to cheer me up... but i felt alone nw... witout frens n family to turn to...
saidah, i wish u were here with me to share my sorrow as we olwaes did for each other... i mis u... only god noes hw i felt... y isnt god takes me instead of u... so my sorrow will go fading away with me... ya allah, cucurilarh rahmat ke atas kwn ku SAIDAH BTE SINWAN. Al-Fateha. Amin.
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