Friday, September 11, 2009
new blogskin again...
yeah!!!
tanx ilah...
agen...
im sorie to those peeps i once hurt...
hurting is such a pain...
KAK DEDE...
im sorie i nvr meant to sour ur rship...
but that was the truth...
i nvr want it to be this way...
i was just trying to get the fact...
n he gave me...
n i thought it was true...
so i confronted him n her...
i tink all woman wuld do wat i did too...
jus to get the truth...
maybe sum wuld kip quiet...
but im nt as i will get depressed, stress n heartache...
i noe alot of peeps wuld get hurt with my dcison of confronting...
but wat am i supposed to do???
kip quiet n numb...
jus to make others hapie...
i really do feel bad...
QUITED MY JOB AT ALLSON...
now i noe y we dnt want laly to noe dat i werk @ ALLSON
a few peeps wuld bring up the history...
n i will find out evryting...
advantage n disadvantage...
advantage: i found out the truth...
if nt i will be kept in the dark...
disadvantage: peeps hurt... n i will too...
alot of sour frenship & rship...
so mak dcided i quit the job too...
wich i oso thought of too...
jus to get rid of those youngsters there...
frm hurting me further wit the history...
n my rship n kak dede be sour(i gez it already is)...
but i dnt wanna see mak hurt too...
so i decided to agree wit wat mak wants...
FAHIL ASHRAFF...
i've forgiven u...
yes i did...
but its nt that fast to be bck with u...
i need tyme...
to heal those heartroken i had...
the truth do hurts...
i really hope u keep the promises u make to me n laly...
alot of peeps are putting high hopes on us...
but for the tyme being i want it this way...
i want us to be frens...
i noe u want it fasts...
to be loved,care n concerns frm me lyke u used to hve frm me...
but i do hope u will repent...
as i've given u lots of chances...
abt mak...
i noe u cn do it...
make dnt keep grudges or hatred too long...
i know her too well...
&
i bkn tk nk teman u on next tues...
but i noe...
i will hve to see kak dede at her plc...
i tk ksah...
but will her???
thats wat keeps me fickle minded...
i noe laly is okie wit me...
but will kak dede xcept me like she used to be???
the bonding that i n kak dede had...
will it still be the same???
lyke those tyme wen we were close...
MYSELF...
will the lurv that im looking for be wit the person that i once lurv still???
if after forgiving him...
will he do dat to me agen...
will he hurt me...
will i be cheated agen...
will u give me hapiness...
n not sadness...
ps: IM JUST SORRY
Labels: ~heartbroken n im sorie~
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