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Sunday, August 16, 2009

i've found this pic while browsing my frenster n multiply n sum i gt it frm my frens FB...





























that's all that i got... will uploadsss more pics soon... alryte gtg... mira n hafiz is at my plc while mak n mami go religious class... c ya soon...

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let me begin on last tues...
he booked out after a wk in camp... so he went hm
to chg his uniform 1st n to collect the donuts that his mum made for me... we watched ANUGERAH tog... ard 2130hrs he went off... as he was tired n the next day will be a long day for us...




*the donuts made by my future mum in law* *yummy*

the next dae, wed

i met bf at tamp ard 1200 plus. he suppose to fetched me at my plc. but due to his slowness in getting ready i suggest we mit up straight at tamp to save tyme. afta we met, we planned to get the gifts for his family members. we went to levis to get bapak a long sleeve shirt. next, to toys'r'us to get pipit n nene bufdae gift. lastly, we went to buy ipod shuffle for 1 of his twin bro, shafiel, next, was wat i waiting for 'SEOUL GARDEN' the 1 im craving for a long tyme. n even nw my mouth is watery talking abt 'SEOUL GARDEN'... i want it agen... cn i syg? after our lunch date we went straight to royal sport house to get a shoebag for his another twin bro, nafiel.

wanted to take a bus to laly's plc but due to bf tiredness n my laziness we decided to take cab... wen i entered laly's hm, she hugged me so tight, n kissed my cheeks... we missed each other so much... k.dede was @ hm too... her off dae... ard 1600hrs went to fetched pipit @ his nursery skool wit k.dede... but we went down early to catch our 5mins break 1st... hehehe... she shared alot of stories wit me... i pity n understand hw she felt... i hope the best fer her n will olwaes be by ur side kak... laly cooked for us FISH & CHIPS as bf lurv western food alot... but did nt manage to take pic of the food as it wont be appropriate to take pic of food in front of his aunt ryte...











the next dae, thurs
sat at hm the whole day xcept fetch nadd at traffic lyte whre skoolbus drop her at. while i was at hm babysit nadra n nadd at hm, mak,ilah n ayah went to collect the notebook. was very xcited n hapie. had a conflict wit ayah over sumting... i hate it... i feel so... middle person... i dnt want dat feelin... cn u make it go away syg???

the next dae, fri
woke up as early as 0730hrs, to go kkh wit mak n ilah for nadra eye chck-up... n met bf there. she had this lyfe tyme illness she had to go thru truout her lyfe... she had to take 9 eyedrop in each eyes so that the pupa cn be seen clearly wen the doc
chck... she cried lyke no 1 business. i felt sad each tyme she cried. but the bad news came wen we met the doc, doc said there's a growth in her right eye wich was nt there in her previous chck-up. this growth is diff. its nt lyke wat it supposed to be...n if its really a growth she might go blind. there's 2 docs who hve a look at her eye... i cn see nadra is irritated n annoyed by the 2 docs. so doc decided for us to come agen on 18aug to see a specialist. i pray n hope that nothing is gg to happen to my baby sis...

yesterdae, sat...
stayed hm till 1730hrs den went out to geylang serai with mak, adik2 n bf to geylang serai to watch the opening of lyte ceremony... nt even halfway thru the show i decided to go hm as baby nadra was very2 over-friendly... she actually saw a family sitting down at the side of the road eating chocolate, she went to that family n asked for the chocolate... eventually the family was very kind to give sum to her... but i was too embarass...

todae, sun
bf will be booking in camp... he will be waking up at 0630hrs... owh... i wuld olready be in dreamland... hehehe... but he will book out on mon mning... YEAH!!!

planned to mit up wit bestie to clear evryting wich saidah had on internet... i hope we will make it next wk... ermmm...

ps: dear, i cnt wait for wed wen u wukd be free frm "holiday" n lyke k.dede said its a new term fer u... this is whre u start evryting anew n we ol will olwaes support...



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Monday, August 10, 2009

LONELY

i felt so lonely... i dnt noe who to turn to... luckily there's this blog whre i cn go to... ur my listening ears... wich bestie was here to hear me out but its just diff nw...

yest was nt a gewd dae... i found out sumting wich i shuld found out long ago... it moved my hart to ask for it... u said it was ur skoolmate... but im nt stupid... im nt sum kind of 10yrs old kid for u to lie... im disappointed n hurt... i dnt tink it will ever work out... i've forgiven u so many tymes... but ur nt being truthful n faithful to me... hw cn i trust u, based on those stupid excuses u gave... am i being fate to not be hapie? i've tolerate with evryting u done... i even wasted my lives bcos of u... for 14mths... is dis the best for me,u n us? my mind is in a whirl... i realli need sum1 to cheer me up... but i felt alone nw... witout frens n family to turn to...

saidah, i wish u were here with me to share my sorrow as we olwaes did for each other... i mis u... only god noes hw i felt... y isnt god takes me instead of u... so my sorrow will go fading away with me... ya allah, cucurilarh rahmat ke atas kwn ku SAIDAH BTE SINWAN. Al-Fateha. Amin.

kesepian yg melanda diriku
ini seperti membunuh ku.
tidak kah kau tau betapa sedih
diri ini untuk menjalani keperitan
yg harus aku jalani sendirian.
cinta yg dulunya mekar
kini sudah musnah,
hanya tunggu saat2
utk ditiup angin.
dan lalu pergi
meningal kan ku.

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im in no mood to blog... sum1 cheer me up pls!!!

p.s: hw cn u xpect me to trust n blieve u. u dnt noe it hurts to be hurt.

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Saturday, August 08, 2009

MISSING MY CUZZIN
Luking bck at the photos make me miss dem lots... i realli am... i hope all cn turn up at Arwah Mak Jang kenduri. wich is nt confirm wen.

HIM
Things hve been up n down btw us. but no matter wat we r still holding on to each other. i know dat wit ur N.S lyfe i hve to be patience. n i cn get bored sumtymes at hm wen ur in camp wen u hve to sby. u will soon finish ur N.S in 4mths. im willing to wait. i jus cnt wait for next yr for our plan. i lurv u soooo much syg. i cnt wait fer the plan on 12aug. n we will hve our 'lunch-date' @ SEOUL GARDEN! yeah! aniwae, i found this poetry in 1 of the website. n it sumhw suits us.

LOVING YOU
Loving you is the best thing
I could ever do
You are always by my side
whenever I need someone
You always help me through
the hard times when I'm down
Whenever I have a frown
you turn it upside down
When I'm sad
you always make me happy
You tell me all sorts of jokes
to make me laugh
You remind me
of all the good times we have
You never let me be unhappy
Everytime I get mad
you calm me down
Your like an angel
that touched deep in my heart
Your everything I need in my life
You have touched me deep
with your love
It shows you really care
about me and love me
Even if you dont show
your love by actions
you show by your words
I want you to always remember these words,
I LOVE YOU! ! ! !


at seoul garden


*candid* i didnt realise i'lah's took the pix.


@ abg jiji's wed


off to wild2 wet wit family on nadd's b'dae


*im a seoul garden freak*

otw to ZOO!
that's for nw! taking care. peace!




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Friday, August 07, 2009

its been lyke a decade since i updates abt my lyfe. alot of things hve happen. sum r nt wat i wanted it to be. but im in no position to change the fate. all i cn do is 'doa'.

GET OVER IT?
its been 2mths eversince i quited @ fitness first wich 'she' recommended me. in her last few days. i was there. i took leave wen im nt suppose to as i was still under probation. just to be by her side, i decided to resign. i nvr feel horrible or guilty to do that. all i wanted is to be by her side. she left us for 63days. n i still cnt get over it. i miss her horribly. n i feel damn bad for nt gg to the kenduri. i really am. she left me & min. eversince she left. we hve not had a mit up session lyke we used too. we hve lots of tings dat we shuld hve done. n i feel that im nt being a gewd fren of urs. i nvr done enuf for u.



Saidah,


We shared...

laughs of joy,

moments of pain,

tears of happiness!



We earned...

care,understanding,

as well as a place,

in the heart of one another!



We talked...

about our dreams,

about being best friends for life,

just about everything imaginable!




When in trouble...

you helped with all your strength,

strength from your love,

love from your warm heart!



When asked why...

you simply smiled,

you questioned back " What are friends for?"


We walked right beside each other

as we felt a friendly breeze,

one that I shall never forget!



No matter where you'll be,

you'll always be in my heart,

just promise me that

I'll be in yours!



You are an angel,

who walked into my life!



I would hate to say goodbye

because it seems too soon

But then again we never will

since a part of us

are always with each other

















Min,

From the bottom of my heart,

i wanna say sorry.

Things have not been

lyke those days,

where we will confide in each other

when we have problems.

Its as if we have drawn line

between us.

I too treasure our almost

10yrs friendship.

I really am.

Sorry bestie.



Thats all for today.
Will update again tomorrow.
Take Care




















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