Friday, October 16, 2009
Alot had happened recently...
1stly...
kecik came bck to my lyfe...
wich creates more probs for me n boi...
i was given a choice to choose either of dem...
both ask me to choose...
stress sak...
asked advice frm ppl im close with...
n ol asked me to stay wit boi...
so i did...
i chose boi...
but still i lurv both of dem...
n i miss kecik...
n i felt confused till yest...
yest...
i went dbl o wit huda n her fren midah...
met kecik n his frens...
n i saw kecik grind wit another gerl right infront of my eyes...
i was shocked...
but i still act nothing happen...
evrytyme he came to me...
he kiss me...
he hug me...
he grind wit me...
but evrytyme i pushed him away...
cos i dnt wanna him to hurt me further...
at that point of tyme i miss boi so much...
& wat kecik did to me yest...
makes me realise that...
he's nt worth my lurv & tears...
n he will nvr or cn take care of me...
to my deareast bf fahil, boi, syg & donkey...
pls forgive me for wat i've done...
i shuldnt hve those feelings towards kecik...
n i really regret it...
maaf kn izan, gerl, baby & dwarf...
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Friday, October 02, 2009
Fahil Ashraff Bin Mohd Tafel
its been 16mts tog...
its the longest rship i ever had...
&
im so in lurv wit wit u...
that i cn nvr deny...
evry beat of my hart is jus for u...
evry breathe that i took...
is only meant for u...
i noe...
sumtymes im ego n tempermental...
but my only reason is to make u realise...
how true is my lurv for u...
& how hurt i am wen u hurt me...
tings is gg bck slowly to the hapier part...
& i loike it...
pls pls...
dnt hurt me nomore...
cos i wont be able to take it further in future...
& u might lose me forever...
i lurv u to bits,core & loads...
i really wish n pray that i wuld forget the nightmare...
i really2 do...
just do wat u promise me...
& tings wuld be fine...
i want u to be part of my lyfe, family & frens...
tink before u make dcision...
dnt do anyting foolish or stupid...
unless ur ready to lose me...
y am i emo nw...
cos im afraid to lose u too...
but i wont hesitate to leave u if u do anyting to hurt me...
syg...
i lurv u past, yesterdae, todae, tomorrow & future
its hard to fade...
i nid ur lurv to make my lurv grow fonder...
i really had a gewd tyme this week while ur nt in camp...
i really want to hug u tight...
kiss u sexily on ur lips...
n lock ur tongue wit mine...
caress ur body...
sleep on ur arm...
cry on ur shoulder...
laugh together...
feed u wit my own hand...
pamper me...
if i were to lists dwn evryting...
it wuld be a very long post...
but aniwae...
just remember dat...
ILOVEUSYG...
MUACKZZZ...
PS:sorie guys this post is genuinely frm me to my dearest bf that i really love to bits...
i really wish & hope that next yr May 2010 will be fulfilled... I<3u>
Labels: i lurv u baby
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Thursday, October 01, 2009
FISHING CUM SURPRISE???
went fishing on 28th sept...
wit huda n is n bf...
planned to make a surprise for bf...
met up wit huda n is...
went to fetch abg frm skool...
go bck to chai chee...
abg bathed n get ready...bought cake...
after dat we proceed to SS...
to buy prawn...
den we proceed to CHANGI VILLAGE...
met up wit bf there...
i had to lie in order not to let bf noe abt the cake...
m3: nasib baik mak huda BUAT epok2...
is: (looking at me strangely n confused)bf: (still dnt noe anyting so he kept quiet)den we settled dwn to the desinated area to seat...
we eat the food that we bought at CHANGI VILLAGE...
den came the EPOK2 tingy...m3: cantik jugak ehk kotak yg mak huda letak epok2 nie...huda: arh2 mak aku lik kat bwh...
m3: mak ko lik EPOK2 kat daerah uma ko???
huda: arh2...
hampir pecah rahsia ku...den i asked bf if he wants to eat the EPOK2 nw...
n he replied NO...den huda asked me to bring bf for a stroll while she get the EPOK2 ready...
den is signal to me to say that its done...
so i bring bf to where we seated...n he saw 2 candle was lighted on a cake...to remind him that he will be turning 20yrs old...he was shocked n surprise...
n i actualy cn see that his eyes was watery...
n he kissed my forehead...
n say tanx...
hehehe...ily...
imy...
ILURVUBF
M3
M3 AGEN
HAPIE 2OTH BUFDAE
M3 & MY FISHdats ol i wished to update...
c yuh soon...
gg fishing agen tomorrow...
i lurv u fahil ashraff...
u shuld noe y i treated u differently nwadays...
n u cnt blame me...
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